Old world Poems Part II (10/1/11-11/30/11)
Torn From Life (10/1/11)There are arms
Comforting our hearts When we fall away There are eyes I see and a pair of wings Up in skies to stay Clouds look down To see my frown With my heart apart from yours And the ash of the days When all I wanted is to stay Torn from life The other half of myself Tears rain upon your grave And touch the once beating heart And kiss the last goodbye And hold the hand one last time We are strong Together we pull Hand in hand we strive A broken soul And bereft times Left me all behind Knees to ground My hands all pound Waiting to hear your sound But the ash Of your days When I realize you're away Torn from life The other half of myself Tears rain upon your grave And touch the once beating heart And kiss the last goodbye And hold the hand one last time And maybe I won't Or maybe I will But someday Someday I promise that I can hold I promise that I will cry Torn from life The other half of myself Tears rain upon your grave And touch the once beating heart And kiss the last goodbye And hold the hand one last time And hold the heart one last time Perish to Demise (11/11/11)As the midnight tears closes it's eyes
So does the ears which hear my heart's cries Falling, further Dilapidated the words No one just knows how much it hurts A wound never to heal A bleeding interminable The bandage never to be put A kiss never to seek Only betrayal can help me Only solitude has known to me As it shoves me further down The king of darkness wears it's crown Smiling, jubilant At my soul's misery Declared the gun my final words So final and said upon my heart And maybe one more my life could speak To tell love for her I'm under defeat So perish goodbye for I cannot see How much a touch could cherish my world A match in a mouth Fire has spoken Awaiting enraged To spark is to blow Too dire for winds Your flag is to raise And let to it's gaze Avast lure is to sympathy Words of time to bleed To the detaining creed And may you not engage The beauty of the blaze For it is yet to start Nor it had already sparked Enraged it awaits Speaking fire Mouth over a match Match in a mouth Overseeing the world As midnight tears closes it's eyes Suicide (11/11/11)My knife is full of regret
To heed it's call is to deter life Rested memories Tested tragedies Awakened bloodshed to our eyes Crawling long to find the stitches I will not kneel once again To determine my fate and Bow to the shadow of demise Is to give way to soul As time is to die we are only standing by Destroyed eternal shall stand time Huddling death is to defy From scars of the black of the fight My wounds no longer secret To feel appall is to burn eyes Stolen intentions Smashed all innocence Stood still breath of my death over called Limping bone until my time gives way I shall not feel once again To eliminate my heart and Slice the one cutthroat of the tries Awaiting the grave smell of surprise As time is to die we are only standing by Destroyed eternal shall stand time Huddling death is to defy From scars of the black of the fight Their fists are tipping red scales Weighing their blood drenched fatal flaws Shut closed once again Hate comes to defend Solidity of the enemy from their lies Proving on my life means nothing Crying for heart once again Where does my pain come to sorrow Since when was I a slave of evil As time is to die we are only standing by Destroyed eternal shall stand time Huddling death is to defy From scars of the black of the fight May my knife not become your last May you sit in silence in it's call For my tears weigh too much As my time sinks with it's crutch (Just for the record, this poem is just named Suicide. It has no justifiable actions that I would make so please don't make such an accusation.) Island full of tears (11/20/11)Never too long over the sea
Underneath taken into destiny Into the island full of tears Angels sing long for me Sickness steals part to mind from rested schemes All over shade of streaking night Never two wrongs go make a fight Of all the birds singing at the songs To bring an uplift over me Standing apart we are from shore Tears cry to spout the water more Palm trees comfort the aching soul Wild grass pricking the skin Life seems to be just like a sin To all the lies fallen by kin To take a hand in unity Words to describe my faith in purity Smiling my eyes into her own soul Never too long over the sea Underneath taken into destiny Into the island full of tears She took me long into ocean Gazing upon the light of the sight On worlds other than loneliness To hold her hand is too much words Thistle of flame is now alive in me Away the island full of tears No longer there I spend my years Shredding Clean (11/22/11)Run away to set ablaze
To the world we left behind Shattered Glass does not blind blood Shouting Louder than death awake Walk away and shut my words Clamped so cold and touched by fear Reaching closer to my grave's will Overthrown the will of hope Dragged below to hell is love Cursing all who rivet it's fate Tablecloth burns bright to stone Hurting all in solitude Stabbing me in my last step Falling stars are no regret Played a game, love made it's bet Needles of agony stab my soul Protruding my heart and it's toll Love so kind, it deafens my laughter Crying lower than heads let low Flags of fate have gone by ground To the falling screeching sound Proud generals stand upon The piles of corpses shells Of the ones who lost to love It dispels a menacing yell Pried the claws of life and glee Shading hurt under it's wing Charring all who do oppose Love hates all who don't receive The one medicine which leaves All the tears and weights of life By the backs of past and lost Now it whispers to lending hands Rupturing the ground I know Flowing magma closes in Last one standing all alone Weeping to my last eyes Carrying running through all Impeding tragic gasps collide Sadness overwhelms myself Giving way to magmic ground Burning feet teach my flesh No love is meant for me Shouting lungs to blood spouting Boils veins and crisps my skin Love has come to rip me clean Tearing me to insanity Curling into a fire ball My last sight is flaming eyes Towering over my head Crushing me to my last move Here I come to tell you all What my life contains too small Closing now for one last time Life is overdue time Love had bled me far too much Shards of heart Rain my sorrow upon the sky Smashing my skull until black Had consumed my sight of life Thank you all for holding me In your arm's untimely hold Love had dropped me hard and bold Crashed into the river below Such a fall from such a height To the rocks with such a fright No longer sits my life On the chair of love's glare A bet by love that made it's move No regret to falling stars My last step is stabbing me All alone I am so hurt Stone burning on tablecloth Riveting fate in it's curse Love is hell dragged down below Hope had will now overthrown Grave's will is reaching closer Fear had touched and clamped so cold Words have shut and walked away Awakened death to shout my toll Blind blood shattered cuts the throat Behind the world we left alone Run away to set ablaze... |
Crawling to the bridge of frailty (11/9/2011)Crawling to the bridge of frailty
You're more a pair of ears Falling through the cracks and holes Standing on your tears Holding onto the daylight after Sustaining the pain stained years From where we where to all we are Unity shall not break heart Your cries are tsunamis A wall crashing down May your head rest on my shoulder And your waves to be spoken May no hope shall be broken But the doors to be opened The shining gates of unity Coaxes waning time of livelihood Our hands are holding purity To hold our time of mortality Walking on the bridge of frailty The walls of time are smears Tripping over tacks and folds Sitting over peers Holding on until the final wave hits Detaining the last of her words From where we all are to who we will be Independence shall not bandage life My cries are the world A house of cards falling May my shoulder rest your head And my cards be a token But the lures to be led The darkened depth of horror Scurries happiness from your mind Our hands apart from sight Now broken the soul to eyes Falling from the bridge of frailty Red eyes are lurking below Pitchfork through pain Down is life's mane The lion is silent The river still flowing Sharks and shards Of might and will From bites and chills Of bone and heart Bleeds hope and breath Until upon death Tomorrow the blink of one last will Swimming in the river of frailty Sharp teeth of fish snap While instinct is loyalty It sits in a trap Awaiting it's nap While resting in evil's lap While my arms guide way From the river's dismay Stalls tragedy in it's decay Up coming a shore Upholding a door While chased by waves of demons Fighting to it's core Washing off the shore of destiny Angels of hope cry Life is so longer sloped Time has been served The innocent have been shattered Now sewed a quilt That has covered a past Concealing cracks and shards of the piece broken heart That I no longer feel That hope never prevailed The unity was our eyes Our will is to be Falling under way Not deter from our trust But to lay in the arms And to rest in eternal May not all be so easy To sustain love's challenge But when one has their last tear I shall always remain All one heart All two hands Never to join a pair Should my demise surprise What romance had priced The foot standing my grave Falling from sliced crumbs Of slivers of hints And miniscule amounts Of love that never was It hurts all to know No longer it shall be My soul shall not go Crawling to the bridge of frailty My Life (11/14/11)My life
A realm of raging storms Blizzard through nightfall Suspends the lonesome realm of heart Distance restrains My own door escape from spell The sun will never rise In my realm of ice Tonight Stuck cursed depending fight my might Darkness stands proudly No end to my last breath of sight To count charades Dancing laughing at my soul The one kiss will save my life From my falling tears Daylight Never to touch my night of hell Frozen my heart sits Descends along the well of cries My smile extinct Wiped out from my lonesome world of mind The last blink to be shrined In the lost willed hope My ears are so frozen By cold thoughts of solitude Standing apart from unity To weep at my demise Nightfall The fear of lonesome death by heart Standing and waiting Repents the swords at my lone hands Falling crumbling To the hole down known alone May one day shall I be saved From the pain struck life My life In my realm of ice The sun will never shine My own door escape from spell Distance restrains Suspends the lone-struck realm of heart Blizzard through nightfall A real of eternal ice Will be my lonesome heart Tomorrow (11/20/11)Tomorrow's not a place
Take your hand into time Wherever is a face Shaken hearts into mind Walking the dead end road Enough to see through the woods To open eyes through walls Not to feel so despised There are not steps To where we stand Falling is never an option We build the bridge over time To find the other cliff Feeling so far behind Of the bliss shining gates Under falling arms away We pull today To bring the breath of life Into hearts of dismay Thrashed Down (11/20/11)Flames burning under time
Thrashed down harder again Nothing is left to defend All alone is all I am Falling to faith All wait my hand Stood weak among many Eyes are tired and cannot hear So my ears cannot see All my words are from heart And all my feelings are from mind One would say to be apart A lost excuse to not be kind May not she see walls under Flames burning under time Sometime In Desperation (11/28/11)Sometime In desperation
We search for hurt in reason Gnawing at minds forgiven Reaching for the plague of love Kneeled below Might had seen it all Solidity is the ally to all Groaning the winds of time prevail Grasped on the wings of dismay Forever ago in eternity's flight It hails down as pounding rocks below Sight through sorrow tumultuous paths Freeing voices of will Take the fate's one last hand under time Never to seal from it's own light Walls are to fall Words to be breathed Opening Wandering into the flight of will Is it going far to ask To look at me and take my past And forgive all To find my heart Encrusted stood in your own cast Blinds true heart friendship never last A toll from life Learns from it's strife Lying like perspiration Dripping all from your mouth Seems like a game of dice to you Flooding and drowning you in your own mud Same story plays before my eyes Jubilantly claps at my own cries Weak and Frail all shaken before tries Nothing now standing looking for treason Is it going far to ask To look at me and take my past And forgive all To find my heart Encrusted stood in your own cast Blinds true heart friendship never last A toll from life Learns from it's strife Tomorrow in time's delusional Call into mercy for it's fool Fell and to feed it's fulfillment Playing the one lost will to move on Crashed crawling stifling and to flee Warning the morning after dark Nothing to save me from corruption's end Turning to the distance up above Is it going far to ask To look at me and take my past And forgive all To find my heart Encrusted stood in your own cast Blinds true heart friendship never last A toll from life Learns from it's strife Elsewhere sits failed duration's breath Void lands of other's chain to stay Reflections of the words too afar Standing at me and facing the fists under flames Cried magma spews from volcanos Inside my heart flows timely death Failed fridge cut short of my own time Loving me for my demise over ground below Is it going far to ask To look at me and take my past And forgive all To find my heart Encrusted stood in your own cast Blinds true heart friendship never last A toll from life Learns from it's strife Is it going far to ask To look at me and take my past And forgive all To find my heart Encrusted stood in your own cast Blinds true heart friendship never last A toll from life Learns from it's strife Sometime in desperation They lie like perspiration Dripping all from their mouth Now seals their own trap from the world I once knew |